The First Post

Where am i going? How did i get this far? What is my philosiphy in life? How was my first kiss? Why do i obsess over Doctor Who? Who am I? Why are you reading my blog? Was I REALLY once blonde? And WHY is my spelling so bad? I shall attempt to answer a few of these questions, but be warned, i dont know the answer to some of them myself.
1: where i am going. I am going nowhere, really. All my goals are temporary. What will i choose, and what will become of me? I cant say.
2: I have come this far by my vast amout of luck, a couple of cosmic jokes, and by praying, really, really hard. I may have had a better life than most, but its still the worst thing I'VE had to go through.
3: My philosophy. Running out of happines and energy alone, this cold, lonely soul I call me has made it my goal to make others happy. Even if that doesnt immeadiately please them. If your yard is not fertile enought to plant a flower, plant it in your neighbors yard, and it will bring color and life to him. But that doesnt mean you will enjoy it less than if it was in yours.
4: Haha! Got you there. I haven't had a first kiss. These are virgin lips, here. But seriously, I belive in wating for someone very, very special for my first kiss. She'll be around someday. Maybe its someone i know now. Or maybe not. We'll see.
5: Doctor who is more than a show to me. Because see, while i may not have lived as long as he has, or saved any planets yet, i understand who he is. I know the weight he travels with, the lonliest man in the universe. Just a box to keep him company. In my case my box is my computer, and with the help of my 3d animation, it CAN take me away to other times and worlds. Besides, rule number one is a great excuse for myself.
6: Who am I? Bilbo Smith, from 221b Privit Drive, from Wardrobe of Spare Oom, located in the medusa cluster. Rule number one ;)
7: How should I know why your reading this???? Im figureing my life out here, i cant sit around deduceing yours!
8: yes, yes i was blonde at birth. But im over that now.
9: eheheheh... Yeah. Sorry about the spelling. USUALLY i have spell check ;)
Cheerio, Toodlepip, and all that bother. Untill next post!