Music.

Music resonates within me like a neverending song. Its like my whole being is like the inside of a guitar. If I could have a superpower, or an extream talent, i wish i could play the guitar. Not like you think, though. I want to give visions painted with notes. To play in a way that could twist a heart or send it spiraling upward in pure joy. Im glad my mp3 player doesnt keep a history of tracks played, because it would map out my mood for the whole day.

   Hurt. When i am angry, or hurt and defensive, i listen to things like 'pain' by three days grace to try to trick myself into beliving i like this feeling of my heart breaking. I turn it into anger, partly because im no good with emotional pain, and i know my anger, while it gets white hot, fades quite quickly.

  Lonely. Depending on my overall mood, i will listen to happy, distracting music, or quiet, soft almost lullaby like music. Hey, trying to be totally honest here.

   Happy. Owl city comes to mind. Nothing keeps me in a good mood like carefree lyrics and a good, happy beat.

To be honest, these are the big three. If i am sad, i dont want music. And yes, lonely sad is different than other sads.