The end of christmas spirit

The most depressing job of the year, tearing down christmas decorations. Goodbye Christmas!! I will miss you!

Spring cleaning

Due to my sister's pregnancy, I am currently staying at her house to clean things up. This means standing on ladders cleaning dust that i am highly allergic to off of fans,  makeing fudge, endureing my sister's peliminary violin practiceing, clearing cobwebs from corners, and the ever dignified cleaning of toilets. I swear im going to be rich one day if for no other reason than just so I dont have to clean bathrooms. I love her to death, but I'm just not cut out to be a maid. I have learned one thing from this, however. If im ever ruler of the world, first thing after i make a world wide holiday for pizza, i will make it illegal to do spring cleaning any other time of the year exept SPRING. Christmas break was not intended to make time for cleaning fan blades. :p

Conclusions

I have come to a conclusion. Taco salad, while tasty, is NOT a first date food.

Riddles in the...Dark?

I love a good riddle. Nothing like riddles to tickle the brain. Although I must admit I get pretty agitated if I cant figure them out. Here's one I've been working on for a while: I am the eldest son in a family of seven, have three twin sisters and am the second youngest. What am I? Lol just kidding! That dosent even RHYME. Or am I kidding? Sometimes riddles are the best way to see how your life lays out. That dosen't mean they'll give you the answers, but at least now you know the question. And the fun is in figuring out the answer. It may take your whole life, but while I may not think this all the time, deep down, I know I  wouldn't have it any other way. So live your life to its fullest, write the best, most facinating riddle ever told.  Personally I think I may try for a limmerick myself, but that could just be a passing notion.  :D and remember, the best stories have darkness that contrasts the light. If your going through a tough time, remember that the story NEEDS this to balence all the good things and blessings to come!

Music.

Music resonates within me like a neverending song. Its like my whole being is like the inside of a guitar. If I could have a superpower, or an extream talent, i wish i could play the guitar. Not like you think, though. I want to give visions painted with notes. To play in a way that could twist a heart or send it spiraling upward in pure joy. Im glad my mp3 player doesnt keep a history of tracks played, because it would map out my mood for the whole day.

   Hurt. When i am angry, or hurt and defensive, i listen to things like 'pain' by three days grace to try to trick myself into beliving i like this feeling of my heart breaking. I turn it into anger, partly because im no good with emotional pain, and i know my anger, while it gets white hot, fades quite quickly.

  Lonely. Depending on my overall mood, i will listen to happy, distracting music, or quiet, soft almost lullaby like music. Hey, trying to be totally honest here.

   Happy. Owl city comes to mind. Nothing keeps me in a good mood like carefree lyrics and a good, happy beat.

To be honest, these are the big three. If i am sad, i dont want music. And yes, lonely sad is different than other sads.

Bittersweet, Special Dark

I may have, eheh.... fudged.. a few details but here goes.
   M.M. Her first two initials. I thought, hey, I can call her M&M!

But then I remebered.

My last girlfriend. I called her Skittles. (If I had I kissed her, would I have tasted rainbow??) Apperently the Fates felt like playing a sweet and sour cosmic joke on me and my sugery nicknames. Because you see, I like m&ms far more than skittles. In fact, they once were my favorite candy covered treat. Untill I learned that I am leathaly allergic to what's in them, of course. So in summery, it's like this. First I had a sweet tooth for skittles. Then, I fell in love with m&m. But it was a twix!!! Alas, though I was infatuated, she was exactly what I could never have. I have made it my new years resoulution to call all future love intrests 'Sweettart' Ahahahahahahaha get it? Its like sweetheart, but its candy themed, and pretty self explanitory in the end.
Haha I'm laughing myself to Reses here. Peices. I mean Peices. Reses Peices...

Explainations

So here's the deal. I made this blog away from my computer, to be a place where i can rant all i want, instead of spilling my guts all over my poor friends. This way, if they care to know, they can read this blog. But they it doesnt shove my life down their poor little throats. HOWEVER. i couldnt post from my android, untill i had the wonderful idea of installing the app instead of using the browser. But all the same, i wrote these posts, and i will post them. So keep in mind that these were written over a long time period, not all at once. Their just all being posted at once.