Usually, I have so much to say. So many words, so many opinions to voice, that no one really cares about. But lately, I haven't posted much, because Ive been in an odd, quiet mood lately. not that i dont have anything to say, because im overflowing with delusions of self importance and wisdom. I cant say what's brought it. perhaps the need for peace. Perhaps its the feeling of secretiveness, drawing into myself and being unwilling to reveal myself. Maybe i feel the value of my words decreasing with each one. Or maybe, I realize every time i speak something goes wrong, or I someone pulls away further, or i create problems. But no matter the source, I feel like I have nothing that i truly wish to say.
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