The dream scares me. But it isn't a nightmare, It's the opposite. Its the intersection of everything good that has come , could come, or will come her way. I'm afraid, because what if her dream of a perfect day didn't contain me? I want to tell myself to perk up, that I have to have some self confidence, but how can I build self confidence with nothing to build on? I want to belong more than anything. But I know in my heart that its impossible for it to be me, because I am outside of perfection. I cant ever live in a perfect day, even in a dream.
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