Lately I have been struggling with loneliness a whole lot. To the point where I send my friends tons of messages late at night for them to see in the morning. A good way to lose the friends i have, yo be honest, but I gets so LONELY I just have to talk to someone, even if they don't respond. This blog doesn't really fix that. Facebook messages, on the other hand, have this WONDERFUL little gizmo that tells you that the other person has read your message. Its brilliant. Anyway, about that main point I had. Every night, i lie awake and soak in the cold. When your 17, your bed is a lonely place at night (and if its not, then maybe it should be). Anyway, at dinner, I opened my fortune cookie, and I swear those things are starting to get creepy. Lately they have started coming true or just providing well timed bits of advice. Anyway, it read:
                                        Book lovers never go to bed alone.
How appropriate. And as little as that's worth, It's all I need, for now. I am content. Oh it wont last, because nothing save human (or time lord. Actually, a dog would do wonders.) company can truly stave off loneliness, but its a big help.