I think... that I think too much.

caps LOCK

yOU KNOW ITS THE MOST ANNOYING THING WHEN YOU TYPE LIKE A FULL PARAGRAPH  IN CAPS AND HAVE TO UNDO IT ALL.

Dilemma: Watch YouTube or cripple my internet and make progress on my LOTRO download? Hmmmmmm...

What if there was an HP anime??

This is just so cool

Valentine's day. That wonderful day of the year that makes you want to throw all precaution to the wind, and run and tell someone how much you care. how their pain is yours, and that you understand, you really do. And then you remember that person might not ever speak to you again. at the very least, it would change things irrevocably. But for the better? Sometimes, no matter what you feel like, there is wisdom in silence.

Honesty

The other day, I had thought up brilliant wording for this post, great points, and a perfect way to say everything. Then i got out of the shower. All i remember now is the topic. But i still want to say it, so here goes.

It seems that many times my friends are just too nice. Now, i suppose its odd to complain that someone is too nice, but it can get to be pretty annoying. I can ask there opinion on something, and they only tell me what they think i want to hear. But all i want to hear is the truth. I dont want false encouragement and lies, I want the truth. let me do the self deluding  but I cant give myself a second honest opinion. So, following the golden rule, I use this same philosophy on my friends. But it seams there not very appreciative of such things, and usually get mad or insulted. So if you have something to say to me, please dont beat around the bush. I have a knack for guessing motives correctly anyway. I likely already know. or have an idea. It just annoys me that people belive me so fragile that they cant say what they mean. or believe that i would reject them if they said something about themselves. 

Judgement

I know Apathy isn't supposed to be a virtue, but sometimes I aspire to it anyway. Empathy hurts.

Last night a fortune cookie called me stupid. It kinda hurts your self esteem to be insulted by a cookie.

 

For you COD fans out there.

I don't care about football. Its just a silly sport, good grief.