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Saturday, November 30, 2013

I guess it makes sense since this is a blog of "Rants"

Why is it that the least interesting, rather old, and worst written post in the history of this blog CONTINUES to be the most popular? Out of all the posts on here I probably gave the least thought to that one as I typed it out. In a blog filled with me expressing so many different emotions, from pouting to philosophy, the post that is still being read is a common old rant.

Wednesday, November 27, 2013

Thanksgiving

In the eyes of the world, I'm legally an adult. I don't always live up to that, because in many ways, I'm still a kid. Adults don't climb onto their roofs at night and lay back and stare at the stars when they feel alone. Adults know how far to push things. Adults know how to restrain themselves. We'll, they should anyway. I know my brother in law annoys the hell out of me sometimes because he's a big tease and he always pushes it too far. And I'm guilty of that very thing. But for all my flaws, I AM trying. And this year, as I was going over the people and things I am thankful for, I decided to do it a little differently. A simple happy thanksgiving isn't really enough, and so I've written several stories and sent them off to people who need to hear them. So happy Thanksgiving! And don't feel bad if you didnt get a story, I'm not  sending them out to all the people who I'm thankful for, just the ones who I need to satly the most too.

Monday, November 4, 2013

Wind

I love cold weather. I go outside and the dry cold air rushes past me, and suddenly I believe with all my heart that everything can and WILL work out. Sometimes I get so stressed over where I'm going with my life and could anyone actually care less about me and it all feeds on itself, because once you have one thing to be stressed about well then its not a stretch to be stressed about more because you think to yourself, 'well, I already cant handle THIS, how could I handle THAT?' but then that gust of icy wind comes, and snatches all that away. I cant help it. I grin like a maniac in cold, gusty weather. I never feel so alive. It feels like I could fly.